She wanted to become numb to all of it.

Not wanting to hear that she had the time or that it would happen one day.

Especially not from the one that she couldn’t have.

She wanted to drown her broken heart into her work,

And her other passions.

Feeling so consumed with her dreams and goals that everything falls to the side.

Nothing will be able to penetrate her again.

Not even for the ones she was intimate with.

She would block it all, tunnel vision,

To focus on nothing more than work.

It was made clear to her that this shit just won’t work

No more trying to prove that she was sorry and that she wanted to grow.

No more waiting around for him to get the picture and step up.

No more thinking she was claimed for.

No more in between or we need some space.

If there ever was a chance for romance, or

A happy ending, or a chance to reconcile,

She was no longer interested.

She was no longer wanting to be in a relationship or

Craving to have anyone in her bed.

She could care less about building a family or a touch from another.

She no longer cared to share space with another human being outside the ones she birthed.

She was beyond content with her toys she invested in

And her empire she was building alone.

Not wanting anyone to ride this journey with her

Like she had longed for in the past when her heart was naive and

Thought love was glitter and gold.

As if needing it to breathe.

She was past that; she was past the wanting and pleas.

Now she saw love as a bitter waste of time.

It failed!

Money, God, and dreams,

Were the only things real.

The only things that she had her heart on fire for

Fuck a men

Fuck trying to make them a part of the pie.

She would thrive to become more, strive harder to become more independent

Not just financially but mentally, emotionally and physically.

She would want nothing more than to just be LEFT ALONE.

No love lost, she is just tired of waiting.

Tired of waiting for you to catch on.

Loving You

You’re such a work of art
He probably told your life was black and white
He was breaking your heart
I want to play this smart
He was trying to dim your light
I never want us to part
I can’t live with us apart
Our future together looks bright
Your love has topped the chart
Love hit me like a dart
We embrace, touch, and fuck on site
Say you love me as a start
I vow to love you always, never to depart
Your smile brings me warm delight
Your love can’t be bought
Our love can’t be stopped
A fire that you ignite
The emotions that caught
Loving you is what you taught

Sonnet 13 – Tonight

Big, black, bold, and thick.
Between our faces, only air sits.
Fuck me harder, I never call it quits.
You create waves of water that don’t dry quick.
My pussy only gets wet only for this dick.
Spank me, hold me tight.
I want you stroking all damn night.
Your dick is harder than a brick.
I feel you deep inside.
No need to be polite.
Go ahead and open me wide.
You always know how to fuck me right.
Your big dick just slips and slides.
Come fuck me forever and tonight.

A Fantasy Within A Fantasy

Take this flesh as if it is yours
I feel your sweat dripping onto my pores
Gentle touches upon my skin
The space between us is thin
Yet I crave to have you closer
Giving you my body, full exposure
As you watch my body sway
This pussy awaits for you to slay
Not wanting to move too fast
Hoping all this will last
Fuck me not, insanity
This is a fantasy within a fantasy

I stand amid the room
My inner vixen ready to bloom
A seductive shadow appears
Flirtatiously she whispers in your ear
I have come to join your pair
Please don’t be scared
Take her flesh I dared
You started moving slowly, unprepared
I kiss her deeply and grab you frantically
Lick my pussy as she rides my face passionately
I guarantee no foolery on your sanity
This is a real fantasy within a fantasy.

When I Think Of You

I am hoping to tie your hands

To my bedpost in pleasure–

The slightest moan thrills me.

Pussy forever leaks on my a thousand count sheets

Noises made from the slurps of my tongue on your clit.

I want to fondle your nipples and make you scream.

I dream of legs shaking uncontrollably.

Weak from the heightening explosion all at once, you squirt.

Drown Me!

I want to call you mine.

To tattoo your name across my ass.

 Claim me

I hope to have you dominated by noon.

To have you on your knees

Licking and begging, please

Pussy eating is a science–

Consider my tongue the finest

Trying to keep from losing

this game–

I devour you with no shame